Having a nature of gratitude has always been easy for me, I cannot ever remember a time when I had looked over my life and not felt thankful for something. I am aware that God has always provided for me, no matter what the situation – he has always showed up. He gave me real insight into my life situations, and I really take no thought as to where my help will come from, he is my provider, my constant strength as I raised my family single handedly, praying for guidance and wisdom every day. ​I grew up within a loving family, with a support network which included both my parents, my sister, untold cousins and my maternal grandmother. ​Although I had the support I felt alone and this feeling always plagued me, through every area of my life, I did not recognise the root, but I was conscious enough to realise something was not right. ​

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I was 60 years old when I became aware of the fact I had been suffering from abandonment, which started at birth. I was premature, and there the root began. 60, yes that is long time to not be able to accept love, and compliments, much less not being able to trust fully and openly. God really spoke to me, and I started the healing journey of self-love from the trauma which stemmed from my childhood.  I now walk in love, freely able to accept compliments and my countenance has changed.

 

I no longer recognise my old self, I am glowing and my confidence is way up. In my 63rd year I decided that my answer will be "yes" to life, and wake up with gratitude every day. I take my time to study and meditate on God’s word in order to feed my mind and spirit. Having a year of "yes" has transformed me, and fear is no longer in my vocabulary. 

 

God taught me to trust His process and He is forging me through fire. I intend to lead by example and encourage others who may feel like they are alone.  My desire is to show others to forgive not just others but also themselves, as I have learnt that when God shows up fear no longer has a hold over you. I have recognised a lot of women feel stagnant, but I hope to encourage them to feel the fear and pursue their dreams anyway!  I am excited for the opportunities that lie ahead, and look forward to you joining me on the exhilarating journey of stepping into the process and trusting God’s plan. 

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Waking up at 60 wasn't just about a birthday; it was about a profound awakening. After decades of living for others and following the expected path, I reached a turning point where I realized that the best years weren't behind me—they were just beginning. My journey is one of un-pausing, of rediscovering the fire that had been dampened by time and routine. Now, I stand here to show you that age is not a limit, but a launchpad for your most powerful chapter yet.

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